Fulbright Interview

So the last 20 or so minutes just determined the next year of my life. I had my interview with Fulbright. I will not hear until April or May if a placement is found. I talked with three people over the phone. I am thankful it was on the phone, I was so nervous, so much I almost was crying! Now I feel like crying because I am unsure of how it went. I guess overall it was good, but I got a little flustered at some of the questions. I just want this so bad. Of course I asked to be placed in the most popular country, the United Kingdom. But it was the only site for elementary level. One of the interviewers said that because it is the most popular, it is the hardest to be placed. So in other words don't count on it. I hate that I have to wait 4-5 months to find out. I understand that there are a lot of applicants to be matched up, but still, talk about causing some anxiety. Well keep your fingers crossed. If I make it I expect visitors!